I am writing this in pretty sleepy state so sorry for the mistakes.

Today I got physically sick, got better, then got anxiety out of nowhere, then calmed by my sweet partner.

And now I just found out that the same product I am going to provide next week, is getting sold 5 times its real worth in the market by a competitor.

This is exciting because I will steal their customers. But I need to not get too excited, my heart won't take it and my sleepiness might go away.

Miram needs her sleepiness and soothness :3 Goodnight. Those two people who wrote on my Couscous thread to stress me out, I will deal with you tomorrow. You know yourselves.

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SW-User

Have you tried some breathing excercises? Its not 100% but it helps a bit.

Miram · 31-35, F

@SW-User It does help, sometimes. Thank you Veil. I hope you're doing well and I am glad to see you again.

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram Breathing doesn’t calm me as much as drinking.

Miram · 31-35, F

@SinlessOnslaught

You're self harming.

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram 🤔

SW-User

@Miram its always nice to see you too miram. Are you doing better, i hope?

Miram · 31-35, F

@SW-User I am doing way better 🤍 about to get breakfast and make some important plans, and do some good.

SW-User

@Miram glad to hear!

What do you typical make for breakfast?

Youre always doing good. Its inherently in you. Do you often feel like you dont do enough?

Miram · 31-35, F

@SW-User You are sweet. I do think I was good when I was a child. But I lost that, I don't know if I will ever be "good enough" again.

There is a lot of evil in me, that's why I do good. And because there is also too much evil in the world. Way too much. In everything we hold in our hands, there is a considerable amount of harm that happened before it arrived to us.

I am just trying to balance things. And to avoid history being repeated over and over. There is too much hurt.

I made something called Mberja which is ancient bread made of semolina, traditionally wheat. I make it with corn. And dates, and milk. I unfortunately don't have a fixed breakfast and meals routine anymore. I will tend to that eventually.
How about you? What do you guys usually have for breakfast?

SW-User

@Miram i respect that. Thats what makes you a good person.

Mm that sounds almost like a fig newton bar, but 1000x better lol

Im really bad with breakfast.. i typically just have a coffee and yogurt or muffin and then forget lunch ._. On my trip though, i was eating big breakfasts since it was a buffet and my roommate kinda forced me to go.

I'd have foul, eggs, bread with jam, yogurt, tea, and pancakes lol

oh and the occasional meat / chicken shawarma

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram

In everything we hold in our hands, there is a considerable amount of harm that happened before it arrived to us.

Are you doing harm by holding whatever device you used to type that message?

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Miram · 31-35, F

@SinlessOnslaught yep.

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram What do I do about that?

Miram · 31-35, F

@SinlessOnslaught be grateful and pay respect to the miners, support activism that promote more fair labor laws in other continents, time battery usage and economize to save it for as long as possible , and use the device for good not just entertainment.

We have to be mindful about the lives we use to sustain our own. Even our food. To bring about balance, we need to give it purpose

SinlessOnslaught · M

@Miram Miram that is quite a way to say that you're not a good person. You just told me how to be one.