I’m really paranoid

If you saw my first post you’d probably have guessed that. But frankly, to avoid who I’m trying to avoid finding me, I have to be paranoid. Because when I wasn’t they took advantage.

I want to share my frustrations and ask for advice without potentially losing my upper hand. My intentions towards this person are not the most benevolent. This person hurt me so much, I wish to hurt them in similar ways but more extreme. But I am playing the long game. If I wanted to I could ruin this person’s life in very concrete ways. I have people in my corner now that I didn’t have before, people with dark pasts. They are on my side. They can make things happen. And they are indebted to me. Sounds like a dramatization, however I have gotten things done before. A fellow that wronged me in different ways, he faced consequences, some of the details of which my ally and facilitator refuses to relay to me, for their own personal safety.

I will address why my manner of speaking is so odd another time, just know for now that it is by design.