It’s been a year

I haven’t been on this site in a year and a lot has changed for me. I’m reading my old posts and can’t help but feel nostalgic sadness. I would do anything to go back in time and talk to the person who was writing my posts from last year. I miss the past, but I am left with no choice to face the future. I’m scared. In all honesty I’m terrified of the future. I look at the fragments of my past to seek comfort, but all it leaves me is sadness and thoughts that I will never go back to it. I know they say time goes on, I know that, I’m aware. But coming back to accounts like these — I can’t help but long for who I was before. I wish I could go back in time and tell my old self what not to do or what to do. But, I guess there are some things where we just have to accept the fact that it happened and try to move on from it the best we can.