Thoughts of surrender

I’ve had several journeys that came to that very sad and definite conclusion. But that’s because I invest too much in things that overall have zero benefit to me. If anything, those experiences can make life worse and the saddest part is I was aware of that every second I was in the thick of it. Yet I chose to stay right there. So yeah, I surrender…I have to…so I can get out of my own way. I fight like hell for what matters most, but I learned the hard way that placing way too much emphasis on things/relationships/areas of dealing with my own existence that ultimately don’t serve my growth of love and overall being…giving all of that too much power over your journey and the happiness that can be acquired on it can be such a waste of time and energy. Your energy can be recharged but time? That’s something you can’t get back. Sometimes you have to just give yourself the gift of letting go of the array of bs so you can have the chance to thrive properly in the precious amount of time that you have in this life.