Current thoughts.

Stability. One thing I've never had in my life.
I grew up moving around as my father was in the military. Even in my adult life I never have felt settled, as always renting houses. Who can afford to get on the property ladder these days anyway?!

So I think past trauma and moving around alot is why I kind of have trust issues, and feel kind of lost.
I have a beautiful family of my own, and my fur babies but still something is missing I guess!?

Life is always a challenge lol.