Oh sweet baby jesus I feel like I'm going to pass out. I sent a message to someone I admire and I'm scared.

I sent a message to someone in a band I admire and have ever since I was a kid. I've always wanted to reach out and say something about how much they mean to me but now that I've sent it I'm scared. The one moment I become brave is the one moment I freak out and panic. Typical of me.