Personal thoughts.

Idk. I can't feel shit. Like literally a month ago, I was crying in my car. Sobbing too much that my face was swollen.

A month later(present), I'm in my car chilling to music. I'm numb. I'm hurt but I can't cry. I don't care. I stopped caring. I'm just drunk and I've had weed in my car. Idk but I can't feel anything. I can't even feel the pain anymore. I used to be a person who felt so much. I used to be sensitive. I used to care. I used to love with my heart. Here I am, unable to feel shit. I've probably drank a lot by now but I don't really care.

Just me ranting my thoughts out here. Please ignore at best lol. I know I'm weird as f*ck and I don't really care.