Ive booked time off work again

I feel very depressed that ive been rejected by nearly every guy in the club and so has some other really beautiful girls yet the plain ones are doing so well. Its really getting to me and I feel like my beauty is wasted and talent is wasted 😔 im very mad and upset as all ive had is time wasters. I was going to do glamour modeling again like I used to but agencies take so much off you its unreal so thats why I stick to stripping. Its just really shit at the moment were I work , they have been hiring more and more girls every week to the point they have lost most of the girls who have been there for years. And so many of us are suffering finically due to it. Also , I dont care how much hate I get , I stand by everything I say and Im thick skinned enough to take it.