I'm beginning to be better at being hostile without feeling too guilty..

If you get slightly bad vibes don't encourage people.. I'm noticing the signs now and keeping people at arm's length. Before I was naive, but I've learnt from that.

There was a man yesterday who I had been talking to on the internet, we ended up at the same event. He came up to me then I realised it was him. He was similar to the guy who caused me trouble for 2 years.. underwhelming, a bit smelly, bit odd.. he was using his spit for hair gel. After a bit it occured to me that I needed to shake him off and I did. He got the message and wandered off. He sent me a message later and all I was just click like. I don't know why these people notice me. It's worrysome.

These days I have more people so I can be hostile to unsavoury people a lot easier.