I see a white light

In the distance
And it’s there
Guiding me
There are fireflies
And laughter in the fields
The smell of smoke
Fills the air
And I walk
Down this familiar road
Towards a place
Which feels like home
But isn’t
The spiralling 🌀
Feeling
Takes over my whole body
My soul recognises this place
My limbs feel weird
Yet warmed and alight
Which way do I go
It’s home
Yet it isn't
Im being pulled
And pushed away
All at the same time
Home
Yet not home
I see the light