It really hurts to feel unheard and not have anyone to talk to 😞

36 weeks pregnant and I feel miserable. On top of feeling disgusted with my body, I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to. People are asking me things just to make whatever decision they want. I'm just flat out being ignored by my mom who's supposed to be my biggest supporter. I'm having a baby shower I don't want, God parents I didn't pick, food I don't eat and decisions that are being made for me. I'm really overwhelmed with emotions. I keep crying every time I get upset which makes me feel like I'm definitely not being heard. My daughter's father is just not acting right. I just can't think straight