Just putting this out

So you want to know what's bugging me? Well here it is I have a crush on a minor at work yes I know I'm a sick person, but before you go and judge me, I don't want to have sex with him I just like him. I know it's wrong he's 16. I'm 26, I just feel stuck and I'm trying to move on because I know I'll find someone better. Way better. I don't know if he likes me he might, it's got to the point where I feel like I need to quit my job and find a new one because I've been having breakdowns at work I'm literally crying at work when I'm on my break because I feel disgusted with myself and keep telling myself to move on. So there you go