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Why do I mentally hate myself so much?

Like for real what am I doing with my life. God, I really hope one day I get the courage to do it. Like for real I’m lost.
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Lostpoet · M
You should just focus on school success will follow and you'll start loving yourself.
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@Lostpoet there is something wrong with me, I don’t know what it is. I literally cry from frustration, cause I hate it. Like I’m happy then I immediately get depressed and suicidal and I starve myself and hurt myself m. Then my mind races like 10000000000 mph. So many thoughts, it’s so over whelming and I can’t concentrate to do school work cause I’m constantly thinking of other things totally unrelated.
Lostpoet · M
@SW-User Have you Talked to a specialist? You shouldn't let it drag on because it doesn't just go away.
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@Lostpoet yes they said it could be borderline personality disorder, and general anxiety and depression.
Lostpoet · M
@SW-User My advice would to be do whatever you can to that helps.
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@Lostpoet hmmmmmm that’s two options, first one is get help, second is give up literally and take my own life. We’ll soon find out later in life what decisions I’ve taken