When I was a kid all I wanted was a girlfriend I wasn't like the others...

for moi relationships were a way of keeping sane in the overwhelming blight of it all, an escape from the madness...

now that I'm older and wiser it's like I look back on it and think to myself jesus that was all your life made you want so simple.

tons of people have that... why not more?

...so I look at my Covid appointment and my eagerness for the damn colleges to reopen with a sense of excitement- difficult to sleep right now.

but at least I never thought girls had cooties or was part of that boys only club bullshit.