Journal Entry - January 1, 2021 (19:20)
I should have severed ties with you a long time ago. I’ve given you nth chances and it’s disconcerting for me to always open my arms for you. Trust and Respect are the most valuable traits to have in a relationship. You’ve broken my trust therefore throwing respect out of the window too. How hard is it to just leave?
I resented you at one point in my life but I always find a way to justify your actions because it felt unfair for you to not put myself in your shoes. But you're more experienced at it than I was. You played in the battlefield a lot longer than I did. There’s no point being possessive over me and wanting to know who I talk to if you're seeing someone. I don't want competition. She can have you all to herself. I just want to be alone.
I resented you at one point in my life but I always find a way to justify your actions because it felt unfair for you to not put myself in your shoes. But you're more experienced at it than I was. You played in the battlefield a lot longer than I did. There’s no point being possessive over me and wanting to know who I talk to if you're seeing someone. I don't want competition. She can have you all to herself. I just want to be alone.
