Everyone has their own timeline and there is no shame in your own pace. What has been the hardest thing about Covid for you?

Trying to sort out what I can trust about it all. So many people reported being terribly ill and many dying in the worst ways. I’d hear people saying it was all fake which seemed unlikely to me. Then after a family friend had her step father pass away after a 12 year cancer battle ( had to stop treatment prioritization of covid patients) who had been tested negative for covid 3 times then declared a covid death I really have become uncomfortable. It doesn’t make any sense to me why they’d label the death something it wasn’t. It makes me cautious of what information is reliable and what kind of motive would cause that choice. It’s hard to even mention my concern because I know how sensitive an issue this is for people and I think others might get angry or defensive if I were to express my confusion. I want everyone to be safe and for what this is to end but I also want to be able to know we are being told accurate information. I think it’s dangerous otherwise. This has been difficult for so many from losing people they love to their livelihoods and not spending time with their family. Fingers crossed we will see the end of this & better understand it all.