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Serious topic time may be triggering

I used to cut and burn myself. Moreso burn. I don't do it anymore, but sometimes I look at my scars and think of how relieving it felt. I know it's bad and won't do it again, but I can't deny that I sometimes miss that feeling. Weird idk why.
SW-User
I used to as well, mostly on my left arm. I was deeply traumatized and depressed, the pain felt good. No one would really understand what it takes to get this far. Pain was a way to forget emotional trauma.
Plumouter · 26-30, M
@SW-User couldn't have said it better myself. I'm sorry for whatever you had to go through
SW-User
@Plumouter it's fine, past is past. Never look back, future is now
Plumouter · 26-30, M
@SW-User exactly :)
Lonelyandyb · 36-40, M
Sometimes when I look at a knife or hold it I think about how it feels to cut and I miss it a little. Same with glass. Sometimes I think , that doing that would help with feelings.
Plumouter · 26-30, M
@Lonelyandyb i used to think the same. And it does..but only temporary and the scars are forever.
I use to cut havant done for 7 years but can relate.. days like this I know that pain would help but I know I can’t let myself down not now!
Plumouter · 26-30, M
@Spiritualangel777 yes! Don't give in :)
Nor you 🤗 @Plumouter
Still have the smiley burned on the back of my hand from 28 years ago...lol
Montanaman · M
Didn't burn, but I have scars 😔🤗

 
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