I know I probably shouldn't have told my coworker my suicidal tendencies/feelings.

Don't report me on this. Not in any danger right now, I'm just saying I regret her knowing about it. She was the only one that cared enough to ask me what's wrong though. I'm not gonna lie about it so I told her.

I guess this is just a lifetime battle. Been getting these extreme lows for at least a decade now. Hopefully one day I can get medication for it, on the other hand I've been prescribed stimulants that made these even more extreme. Idk. Just sucks.