I wanna kill myself but

at the same time I want to live and be better. The hurting will go away but damn do I hurt );

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I'm sorry things are so hard. :(

Things will change. I'm glad you understand that. Life has to change, it can't stay the same. But that doesn't necessarily mean RIGHT NOW feels any better. Hang in there. You can do it.