I can't sleep. I just kinda feel lonely.
I don't mean in a sexual way, plus I'm already committed to someone...It's just...I really miss her. I see things that remind me of her and the memories of what it's like being close to her. It was peaceful, perfect, it felt right and I was actually happy for once in a very long time...The distance is getting to me now. The things I've dealt with for years...they've become too heavy. I crave the moment when I can just hold her again.
But because of this pandemic, the fact that I'm supporting my parents, I'm completely alone...I feel just hopeless. She says she's patient and that I'm worth waiting for...but I just feel like a dead weight no matter how hard I try. I miss her a lot.
But because of this pandemic, the fact that I'm supporting my parents, I'm completely alone...I feel just hopeless. She says she's patient and that I'm worth waiting for...but I just feel like a dead weight no matter how hard I try. I miss her a lot.