I wish that I didn't have it but I just feel like I don't deserve to live but I remember that the Lord is watching over me and that is why all my attempts of death just came out of my mind just before disaster
@Livilyhood613 Yes I was praying to him. I just read that. Thank you for sharing that as well.
My mother told me to cry holding his legs. She told me you are taking all this pain to get to a better path. I just feel the pain overwhelming me and breaking me alive now. We all have a breaking point and this is mine now.