Are you a good person or do you lack the courage to be evil?

@TwiddlerofThumbs Huh... that's a good point. I guess you are, deep down anyway.

@Redstar evil? Yes. But I fight it.

@TwiddlerofThumbs Lately I've been wondering what I am, or what other people would see me as.

How do other people treat you? That’s usually a decent insight to who they think you are. @Redstar Does anyone have a clearly defined self?

@TwiddlerofThumbs Different people see me in different ways but I guess that's true for everyone. My best friend sees me mostly for what I am, other friends and acquaintances though... not so much. My mother outed herself last year, turns out she gave up on me before I even turned 18. So that was a valuable learning experience. And there's just blah blah blah boring unimportant crap. However, I have recently rediscovered my interest in Visual Novels and am going to make my own.

@Redstar does your mother give up when things don’t work out exactly as planned?
That’s a fantastic plan! If I had any artistic skill in me, as far as drawing, I would be all over writing graphic novels.

@TwiddlerofThumbs No she doesn't but that isn't to say that she's never given up on other things. I don't know why she gave up on me, especially when I was still just a teenager but it sure does explain some things. And I never would've known the truth if she didn't tell me "I gave up on you 15 years ago", which would've made me 17, assuming 15 years was the exact amount of time.
It's only been in the last year or so that I've started to see who she really is.

Ok, so, visual novels! I can't draw either, or I would've been making graphic novels too, or something like that. The other problem is that I can visualize what I want to happen but I suck at putting it into words. If I could just draw what I see in my mind, then I could easily tell the stories that I want to tell.
But I'm going to try making a visual novel anyway, cause I mean, what have I got to lose? And I guess I'll just have to find an artist.

So what kind of stories would you like to write?

@Redstar fantasy adventure of some sort. I rarely take the time to write as my more, but I’ve got all my notes. I should try that writing thing again.