My Parents
My parents died when I was very young.
Growing up wether back then as a child or now as a teen all what my friends around me say when they mention their parents is just complaints especially when they get punished and I just stand between them listening to their complaints and wishing inside I had parents to punish me. I have just always felt left out of these conversations. And it’s not like I have felt good around orphans either. After my parents died I grew up as a normal child “thankfully” with a legal guardian and other family members so even orphans throw me out of the “we are the same “ circle.
But Even though I didn’t grow up with the “discipline” and the “talks” I think I’m a responsible teen now. I just learned the hard way. I wanna believe that Life gives and takes. So I hope what it gives me is worth what I lose and that what I lose is what’s better for me.
Growing up wether back then as a child or now as a teen all what my friends around me say when they mention their parents is just complaints especially when they get punished and I just stand between them listening to their complaints and wishing inside I had parents to punish me. I have just always felt left out of these conversations. And it’s not like I have felt good around orphans either. After my parents died I grew up as a normal child “thankfully” with a legal guardian and other family members so even orphans throw me out of the “we are the same “ circle.
But Even though I didn’t grow up with the “discipline” and the “talks” I think I’m a responsible teen now. I just learned the hard way. I wanna believe that Life gives and takes. So I hope what it gives me is worth what I lose and that what I lose is what’s better for me.
