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rckt148 · 61-69, M
@exita you can control what you think
thereby control how you feel (unless you have a sickness or disability)
I am disabled ,and I love to work
I lost my Mom and my girl friend a few years ago
I went into seclusion and wanted to die ,,that lasted for 2 years
unable to work and now I am alone too
(I do get my son on the weekends but I have been alone 5 days a week a long time ,I could go nuts from boredom or find things I like to entertain myself)
I finally shook it off ,and this was not the first time I let depression cripple me
I can still walk ,and there are still a lot of things I enjoy
So I can lay here and let my mind depress me and rob me of the life I have left ,,or I can find things that make me happy ,and stop allowing depressing things control me
I have lost a lot ,,but I still have a lot to give
and time I could be with people I love ,,not just laying here sleeping
my mind on nothing except how bad I hurt
It was an example ,I know not everyone is me
But I learned I can control what I allow myself to think
there by control my mood
When I feel good ,I am more likely to do things I enjoy
My body has already taken a lot from me ,,I refuse to let my mind steal what I have left ,,I am running out of time ,I don't want to waste it
Make any sense ?
thereby control how you feel (unless you have a sickness or disability)
I am disabled ,and I love to work
I lost my Mom and my girl friend a few years ago
I went into seclusion and wanted to die ,,that lasted for 2 years
unable to work and now I am alone too
(I do get my son on the weekends but I have been alone 5 days a week a long time ,I could go nuts from boredom or find things I like to entertain myself)
I finally shook it off ,and this was not the first time I let depression cripple me
I can still walk ,and there are still a lot of things I enjoy
So I can lay here and let my mind depress me and rob me of the life I have left ,,or I can find things that make me happy ,and stop allowing depressing things control me
I have lost a lot ,,but I still have a lot to give
and time I could be with people I love ,,not just laying here sleeping
my mind on nothing except how bad I hurt
It was an example ,I know not everyone is me
But I learned I can control what I allow myself to think
there by control my mood
When I feel good ,I am more likely to do things I enjoy
My body has already taken a lot from me ,,I refuse to let my mind steal what I have left ,,I am running out of time ,I don't want to waste it
Make any sense ?