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You are reinforcing the idea that you are depressed right now. You have become an expert at convincing yourself you are depressed. Take some time to give yourself some credit to be happy without sabotaging your happiness. When you find out you can be happy you might just decide to let yourself be happy. Unfortunately no one can make YOU feel anything, you decide how you feel about everything.