How do You Feel About/Towards Yourself?
I'm self loathing, guilt-ridden, and ruled by shame. But I'm trying to unlearn it.
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MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
I look at myself and I see potential that I can't find anywhere else. I've seen past what's temporary and a waste of time, yet that's what it stays as, unused potential. No one believes in me and no one ever has. I don't even think I believe in myself to be quite frank, emotionally at least.
It's difficult to explain, but I can tell that it hurts.. a lot... but any attempt to change it seems hopeless.
It's difficult to explain, but I can tell that it hurts.. a lot... but any attempt to change it seems hopeless.
@MartinTheFirst I'm so sorry to hear that. That feeling of being absolutely alone is horrible.
What do you mean by, "any attempt to change it seems hopeless?"
What do you mean by, "any attempt to change it seems hopeless?"
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@Perspectivedetective That I'm stuck.
@MartinTheFirst What do you wish to change? I can really identify with seeing potential in yourself. I am also stuck. I'm trying to wriggle free from the muck. It's all we can really do, eh?
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@Perspectivedetective i wish to be happy
@MartinTheFirst do you know what that would look like for you?
MartinTheFirst · 26-30, M
@Perspectivedetective as a dream, yeah. Reality? no
@MartinTheFirst What's it look like in a dream? I don't know what happiness looks like for me, either.