I’m fine, everyone. I’m just tired of being a piece of shit.

@Carla I hope they will be happy. All will be okay; we live and learn.

@SW-User we do. Wouldnt have been much of a life if we didnt make a few mistakes. Or many....

@Carla precisely

@Carazaa yawn 😴 I’ve already talked to god. All he does is ignore me.

@Sb356 Then maybe you are not born again. Repent and have faith that Jesus died for humanity and rose again and he will hear your prayers.

@Sb356 The best revenge is your own personal success. They’ll wonder where they went wrong and maybe they’ll eat themselves up with regrets for whatever it is they did to you.

I don’t wanna assume they’re hurting, I want to feel and know they’re hurting. @cherokeepatti

@Sb356 the ones who did stuff to me on the job paid themselves back. One retired early, a year before she could get her health & dental insurance paid for and worked another job & all that money went to pay for insurance. So she didn’t really retire. Others were forced to resign. I just left them to their own devices and they basically shot themselves in their own feet.

@Sb356 you find someone you trust who will allow you to vent, and process it. You write here, under groups about it, but let people know you're venting, you take it a day, hour, minute, moments at a time, and you allow yourself to process it, but the hardest part of it is being kind to yourself.

I’ve used so many hours in the day doing that but i seem to get no where...which is where the loss of hope comes in again. @SW-User

@Sb356 I'll talk with you. I can't say I care (yet) since I don't know you, but I can promise I'll actually listen and do my best to be your friend.

Other than that, though, Zen gives you some really good advice. Writing about things - here or a private journal - can really help you process things, including emotions.

Then I’ll get in their heads. There’s ways to hurt everyone, emotionally. @SW-User

@Sb356 you're gonna end up hurting yourself more

No cause at this point I’m over it. These losers are gonna regret treating me the way they did though. That’s all I’m gonna say. I can be the sweetest angel or I can get real fuckin nasty. It’s their own damn fault for bringing out the ugly. @SW-User