What’s a moment you wanted to give up but kept going?

A few times during my life. A few breakups, my divorce, etc. The latest challenge is my dad's death last Thursday. Strangely, though I feel like absolute crap, like someone took a shotgun and blew a hole through me, giving up is simply not an option.

God Bless all of you struggling with depression, mental illness, etc.

"Got to kick at the darkness till it bleeds daylight" - Bruce Cockburn