What do you envy most about others?

@HeilHitler thank you for brightening up such a somber question. This might just be BA off rip.

@HeilHitler You have moral dilemmas?

@MushroomFaerie so the reason I mentioned a smile is because that has lead to me losing opportunities in life. I don't mean only in the relationship world but the business one too. While I do comprehend what you're saying I don't feel my lack of smiling is a weakness. That in itself has provided me with opportunities only "looking" tough can provide. I guess you're just in perfect tune with yourself than the majority of us. Thank you for your comment.

@EdDieBloo I'm not in perfect tune at all. If it works for you then go for it.
Maybe where you live is different.

It's always different where someone else lives. The experience of a black man in Atlanta is different from the one in Arkansas. Same way the experience of a lesbian woman in Atlanta is different from one in Missouri. You just sound like you had the answer to it all.

No, I got it. I guess delusion id what I was eluding to. But that leaves to an over thinking mind and that is much harder to deal with. So yeah, perception...

@EdDieBloo You do take things to the cosmos...must be exhausting

Sometimes... Most times it feels like a loud argument with me.

@SW-User anxiety is a bitch! Over thinking is great if you plan to execute an idea but just the thought of what could would should be is daunting for some.