Ever begged someone to stay in your life ?

@thearhyss what happened?

"I will not use my...our child for you to make the choice to continue what we have" I told him.

He replied.. "I just don't know who to choose."

"There you go again... when you're with me you're saying you're leaving them. " the girl..- that girl ..

So I've decided to pack all my things ...went home to my hood. Didn't even think about looking back.

Funny enough I still have dreams of that day... dfferent scenario ... same ending.

@thearhyss wow. Thank you for sharing that with me. I admire your inner strength x

@SW-User but in that very moment.. I wanted to grab the knife and imagines killing both of them.

Those imaginings....