Is that possible?

Lately I have been come to a conclusion that I am too much sensitive to be with someone. I mean I am too sensitive to be with someone, I get overwhelmed by the overthinking and the anxieties caused by OCD. I know how it feels when someone is judged and criticized. That's why I don't judge people. And I have to be totally open to a person and I have to be able to completely trust them. But it's hard to actually find someone like this, I mean of course trustable people exist, but my OCD mind is never satisfied. I don't want to distrust people, but I get anxious with everything. If somehow someday my OCD can be managed completely, and somehow a trustworthy dependable person comes to my life, I still can't bring a child who might have OCD too. I know it's genetic and it's terrible for someone to live a life with such mental disorder. That's why I want to choose an easy way. That I will live alone. Let the burden be mine alone!