Is this good or bad?

So I was watching "Twilight" and for some reason or another I have this huge crush on Jasper. It isn't like a fan girl crush either. It's like he is mythical for real. Like the person playing him isn't real, and I have this overwhelming crush on him. Every time I watch "Twilight" I look for Jasper and just swoon over him. I don't know if that's a bad thing or not. Can someone give me some advice on this please?