Should I Try Again?! #thoughts #relationships
I’ve seen people like reading some stories of mine so here’s another for today
STORYTIME: freshman year of high school I had a crush on a guy. We were in the same “circle or group” during lunch bc or mutual friends but we never spoke. Homecoming came and I went with my bestie and he went with his friend who was talking to my bestie. We’re at a table and they’re talking and me and the guy are just sitting there. Duh I should’ve said something but he had that “I don’t wanna be bothered look” i ended up dancing with a few friends and got distracted. My bestie comes over and says “girl! He likes you! He just told us he likes you.” I never believe someone right away when they say that but i kept that in mind.
Slow dance song comes on and he walks in my area and we just stand there... and some random guy asks to dance with me which I did. I see him walk off but don’t think much of it. While I’m dancing the guy just starts talking to me then my friend comes over (after the song is over) and says “he walked in the courtyard” and I was like “okay?” And she says “he wanted to dance with you but saw someone else walk up to you.”
So at this point I just want to ask the boy myself if he does or not. I go outside and look for him but can. So I sit at a bench and wait. While I’m waiting my sister calls with news and as she’s talking I see him walk past and I’m like dang it but I can’t hang up while it’s important otherwise I’d tell her I will call her later.
Few weeks go by and I find out he’s dating one of my friends. It made me disappointed with myself that I didn’t step and talk to him. Inside I was mad at my friend but never showed. I was still there for her and once they broke up I was a shoulder to cry on and supported her. She ended up in another relationship.
Months go by and she realized I liked him and said go for it. So at the end of the school year I finally talk to him. And we were both nervous but things were good. He gave me his number but once I broke my phone and moved I lost it. I ended up moving on.
Junior year came and I found him on social media. I requested to follow and he did the same. We had good conversation and kept up with each other. But once I said something I guess was corny he left me on read and I felt embarrassed. It wasn’t bad but I guess he didn’t want to reply. Till this day he still likes my pics and we still follow each other.
I do want to talk to him but sometimes I think I should leave him alone. Just so I won’t seem annoying but I have talked to him in a year so....
I want us to be at least friends or communicate more
STORYTIME: freshman year of high school I had a crush on a guy. We were in the same “circle or group” during lunch bc or mutual friends but we never spoke. Homecoming came and I went with my bestie and he went with his friend who was talking to my bestie. We’re at a table and they’re talking and me and the guy are just sitting there. Duh I should’ve said something but he had that “I don’t wanna be bothered look” i ended up dancing with a few friends and got distracted. My bestie comes over and says “girl! He likes you! He just told us he likes you.” I never believe someone right away when they say that but i kept that in mind.
Slow dance song comes on and he walks in my area and we just stand there... and some random guy asks to dance with me which I did. I see him walk off but don’t think much of it. While I’m dancing the guy just starts talking to me then my friend comes over (after the song is over) and says “he walked in the courtyard” and I was like “okay?” And she says “he wanted to dance with you but saw someone else walk up to you.”
So at this point I just want to ask the boy myself if he does or not. I go outside and look for him but can. So I sit at a bench and wait. While I’m waiting my sister calls with news and as she’s talking I see him walk past and I’m like dang it but I can’t hang up while it’s important otherwise I’d tell her I will call her later.
Few weeks go by and I find out he’s dating one of my friends. It made me disappointed with myself that I didn’t step and talk to him. Inside I was mad at my friend but never showed. I was still there for her and once they broke up I was a shoulder to cry on and supported her. She ended up in another relationship.
Months go by and she realized I liked him and said go for it. So at the end of the school year I finally talk to him. And we were both nervous but things were good. He gave me his number but once I broke my phone and moved I lost it. I ended up moving on.
Junior year came and I found him on social media. I requested to follow and he did the same. We had good conversation and kept up with each other. But once I said something I guess was corny he left me on read and I felt embarrassed. It wasn’t bad but I guess he didn’t want to reply. Till this day he still likes my pics and we still follow each other.
I do want to talk to him but sometimes I think I should leave him alone. Just so I won’t seem annoying but I have talked to him in a year so....
I want us to be at least friends or communicate more
22-25, F
