I need to buy a vehicle, and I am extremely apprehensive.

I've been without one for so long, I've gotten used to it. Even living rural, I still get around when I need to. Bus lines, friends, hitch hiking, and I never been too bothered by walking to where I need to get to locally, to work even. Which is a half hour walk each way. Plus, the lack of financial tie down that owning a vehicle would entail, has certainly freed up for me, after the cost of living, what I would consider.. "disposable income".. smokable at least. And hey, go me.. living without a car in a time when they are destroying our planet.

But..

*sigh*

I can now afford to buy, well.. a beater. I am reluctant. I have mixed emotions right now. About my life, and what it all means to me.