Why am I only happy when I'm drinking?

It's only quarter to one and I wanna start already.

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Alcohol has now hijacked the pleasure centres in your brain, and made it more fun to drink than so anything else. That shift is only repairable by COMPLETELY quitting drinking and your mind will now try to fool you that you can go in half measures and manage it yourself. You cant.