How do you usually feel on your birthday?

heartbroken. I try to not care.
As a child, my birthday was less about me and more about putting on the right show for others. The one day a year that you get to be happy, have cake and do something silly fun has never been about me at all. And really, never involved silly fun.
As an adult, my birthday is nothing more than a nuisance that my husband has to halfheartedly pretend to care about. The only birthday cake I get is the one I make me if I care to.