You really hated me for all of this time

well thats your opinion
You are entitled to it
I am glad I no longer see it that way
turns out I was the problem
and its easier to self destruct anything thats good
then to put work into keeping it that way ..
I finally grew up ,did some self reflection
Started working on me
The rest worked itself out
If life sucks ,then change it
I did it with a disease eating my spine ,,talk about not fair
but life being fair is a fairy tale
It is what it is ,,,life is not going to stop for me
we adapt ,we overcome
or give up like some ,let it destroy them
I refuse to be a victim ,,,but I was in my 40's before I got it
You kind of get a different outlook on life when you are over 40
lose it all and your living with hobo's in the woods ,living on the streets
no where to go from there but up

You cant control other person or make them the way you want but you can control yourself and do what you want and good for you

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