I am so emotional right now

Am so hurt and angry more than I ever was in my life....I hate all the shit I been thru and most of all for never ever having the support I needed

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TexChik · F

aww, I'm so sorry . Getting a little help to figure out how to cope with your PTSD would take a huge weight off your shoulders. It does help and you need to have a strong person in your life you can count on . Ive been there. What was your traumatic event? Mine was 10 years of torture and abuse by a meth head cooking father and a brain fried mother.

Hang in there

michgirl75 · 46-50, F

@TexChik the funny thing for me was the first few yrs of my life. Taken away from my birth mom due to abuse and neglect. I don't remember much but I remember as far back as 5-6 feeling intense feelings of negative stuff about me and looking back now I realize where all my f'd up ways r from That are so intense and seems worse now bring older. idk. I feel so screwed up beyond belief.