Do you ever feel like your existence is meaningless

sometimes but then it's on me to add meaning to my life.

I thought of it few times before, trying to figure out what kind of plan God have for us or our destiny or what ever it is eventually I came up with this conclusion, I don't know and I'll never know what's my purpose.
I am just gonna grab life by the horns and suck its bone marrow before I sign off to the after life.

I feel like I damaged my existence

no... I have at times felt like a horrible failure that was better off dead.. but... the rest of the time I'm fairly ok and happy even with life... :)

Lol I don't always get on this site but when I do, its 90% BC I'm sad and feeling like shit.

Everything has a purpose. Even if it seems meaningless.

life is meaningless, just better than alternative