Why do I feel like I'm never going to be happy again

Today is just another day that I haven't seen you
Today is just another number added to the years that have passed by
Today is just another memory for me to remember tomorrow
Today is just another day that it hurts
Today is just another day that I can't see you
And I can't do a thing about it

Today I watched the door, waiting for you to come
But today was another reminder that you're gone
Today you knocked a picture off the wall
Today, it felt like I couldn't even stand tall
Today is just another day
One like all the rest
You said, don't you worry, don't you cry
Always try your best

Today I finally got to see you
I walked over to your grave
My voice broke and my knees crumbled
And next to you, on the grass I laid

Today I miss your voice
Today I can't look at your picture in the frame
Today I miss how the family used to be
And how it will never be the same again