I think Love hates me !

I never had a boyfriend in my life. I', not shy Person, I am open and lovely Person who cares a lot. Even physically I'm normal. My friends told to on dates and I kinda found out that, I no one wanted to go out with me, everytime I heard I'm sorry , I'm sorry and I got sick of it. It hurting cause I don't understand and I'm even stupid enough to go again and again just to get hurt.
Now I don't even know if I should laugh or cry haha.