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GwydionFrost · 56-60, M
An interesting question, since I am in the process of walking back to my earliest memories, and then going through and seeing exactly how I navigated, adapted, changed, and basically reacted all my entire life, to these accepted teachings I have been handed (that we all have).
This is allowing me the chance to see what wrongs were done to me, forgive them because I can now see what factors were in play with them I didn't know about (or recognize, like the fact that we all are making this up as we go to the best of our abilities and information), and then see how my reactions and lessons learned modified (for better or worse) my core self.
It's an extensive exercise, but I am convinced that I will be MORE akin to that REAL me, the one untouched and untainted by the corruptions and scarring, once I complete the journey.
This is allowing me the chance to see what wrongs were done to me, forgive them because I can now see what factors were in play with them I didn't know about (or recognize, like the fact that we all are making this up as we go to the best of our abilities and information), and then see how my reactions and lessons learned modified (for better or worse) my core self.
It's an extensive exercise, but I am convinced that I will be MORE akin to that REAL me, the one untouched and untainted by the corruptions and scarring, once I complete the journey.
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@GwydionFrost I agree. It is like breaking the puzzle and remaking it again and understanding it all the better.