Have you ever felt this way?

I used to speak more, I used to be expressive & passionate about many different things, indignant about the flaws in our society & fixing them, excited to speak about the beauty & wonders of this world.

I used to speak more, but I realized, people weren't listening, so now I don't say much at all, any excitement or experience I have, is mine alone, by choice, be design, by lack of choices, however, but this is the state I am in, only infrequently posting something as this, like aimlessly shouting in the dark, eventually screaming, just to be heard.