What good does believing do

@StanSmith88 yeah for now till mom pisses me off and gets the law out here again

@StanSmith88 they might it'll be back to sleeping in my truck

@Autumnlover quite honestly wished I wouldn't have survived

Oh no, that is so sad. I certainly hope that your life and outlook will improve. Take care. If you want to talk, pm me.

@Cgr1994 Just learn to open your heart, to be accepting, understanding, practice emphaty and with time the anger will go away and you'll purify your soul. I was pretty impatient myself when I was like 18-22, stuff would piss me off really fast, but now I just try to let go and move on, especially if I disagree with somebody. 'cause there's no point in corrupting my soul with other people's negative energy. Let them eat their own hearts with that, you know..

@Dan193 my heart got ate already

@Cgr1994 You know how they say there's no light without darkness and no darkness with you light? well no matter how dark is your heart right now, there's still a piece of light somewhere, you say that you don't believe, but there should be a piece of hope somewhere over there in you, otherwise you wouldn't wake up each day. You just got to rekindle the flame and tend that fire.

@CereBellum maybe but I won't be doing so good if I have to settle for less because in my eyes it never would be good enough

@Cgr1994 Sounds like you are settling for way less than you might think. Stop the drinking before it actually does become a major issue. If you continue to surround yourself in negavity, that is exactly what you will get.

@CereBellum I don't want that but not like I'm gonna score a bomb shell either

@quietlitany true very true

@SW-User I am terrified of ending up with a wife that I'll have to get drunk to love on