Feeling sad?

I honestly feel if I died tomorrow only a very people would be sad I'm gone. A lot of the time I feel unnoticed, not cared about. I feel ignored most of the time and forgotten about, by family and so called friends. I wish I didn't feel this sad, it does bring me down at times. It makes me not care about myself in a way. Anyone relate?

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Madelenie · 26-30, F

I used to be there. Those time was tough. Everytime when I kinda find a friend that i thought I could count on, they belonged to their other friends, I felt I was a redundant piece on Thisbe world all the time. Even when I was home, my family didn't even care how I had been. Having 100+ numbers on my phone but no one could be a choice I could really talk about my depression to was awful. Those feeling is still reliving sometimes inside me from time to time if I'm honest although now I have kinda gotten to be a loner. I always believe that loneliness is caused by people. If we are an unit without being attached, we can truely live for ourselves and be happy.