Im scared that there is an afterlife and I’m going to have to live that too. Ugh, I just this one and then to just be done. I don’t want to die young.

Same here. Although, I've been judged so much, I'm afraid I'll end in up in some hot place in the next life and I don't mean Jamaica. I don't like the idea of reincarnation either. I'm pretty much done with life.