Are you kidding me?

Tells me he’s just not the one for me. It’s always been like this with us. I dunno if some men are just truly this dense, that their emotional intelligence is really that low, or he really just doesn’t understand how to reply to people. I dunno and I could sit here and dig into it.

I love to dig. Whose a good girl? Lol

But I’m not gonna. It’s just another reason why when I move, it’s just going to be for the best.

I know how cruel this is going to sound, but I have ZERO physical attraction to him. I have found myself with guys Im not interested in whatsoever, because I think I just feel that low about myself.

I don’t want to be like that anymore.
I want a man who I am excited to have sex with, I am ripping his clothes off. I desire him, as he desires me. And yes I know it’s not all about physical attraction. But when it’s missing y’all, it feel so empty or very one sided. He thinks I’m the damn cats meow and I drive him insane.

I want that for myself too.
I know it will come to me in place.

Other than this, I am feeling pretty damn good this morning body wise. I am gonna say that repair drink helped a lot. A LOT. Honestly, last weekend I was holding the rail of my 3rd story stairs like an elderly person on day 3.

Today, I am shocked. This means I can go grocery shopping! Just a couple things for the week to keep it easy for myself again. Some frozen veggies from Sprouts and ground turkey. I’m gonna make some rice bowls.

But first, a wake and bake for Sunday enjoyment and maybe a walk with music. It’s only 75, which is cold here lol...