Am I Only Human?Some days I question just how alien a human really is. Philosophically, something is alien when it feels separate from your identity or essence. Sometimes my thoughts feel alien to me. It doesn't feel like me. Or it doesn't feel like I'm having them... See More »
I stopped listening to a lot of music. I just listen to Gregorian chants and Old and bit modern electronic music.After my suicide attempt I realize most music revolves around the culture of death. It promotes how people interact with each other in negative ways. I can't be depress for ever.
Do you pay a lot of attention to what people think of you?I know I pay too much. I do really care what people think of me. I know I shouldn’t but I do. Some people I know from school have been laughing at me and my girlf as there was some stuff from our church on social media. It had a little video of us s... See More »
Sorry to interrupt you but I just want you to know that I've been observing you.Hmmmm... ok continue...
Dear brain, dear meDear brain, I always hear muffled voices Nothing is ever quiet. LEAVE. ME. ALONE. Dear me, Feel, but please not too deeply, I beg of you.
Night 1 - please don’t force me off of this stageWhy do I desire sadness and pain? It must be because it felt so normal. Like the only genuine expression I had when everything else was performative. Now even my sadness feels like a forced private display. I want to be happy but I also need the... See More »
