I think I am just shut down and processing a lot.The more peaceful my environment becomes, the deeper I fall inwardly. But at the same time, I am completely okay.
Pre-think thingsA tactic I've found helpful is to use the imagination your folks gave you by imagining the worst of all possible worlds, and then to experience how real life pales in comparison, and with each breath you take it's like you're in a paradise.
Where are we from?Who are we, really? Where did we really come from? Do you ever think about that? Would we ever find out that we are REALLY from somewhere else? These are the things that keep me up at night.
Am I Only Human?Some days I question just how alien a human really is. Philosophically, something is alien when it feels separate from your identity or essence. Sometimes my thoughts feel alien to me. It doesn't feel like me. Or it doesn't feel like I'm having them... See More »
I stopped listening to a lot of music. I just listen to Gregorian chants and Old and bit modern electronic music.After my suicide attempt I realize most music revolves around the culture of death. It promotes how people interact with each other in negative ways. I can't be depress for ever.
Do you pay a lot of attention to what people think of you?I know I pay too much. I do really care what people think of me. I know I shouldn’t but I do. Some people I know from school have been laughing at me and my girlf as there was some stuff from our church on social media. It had a little video of us s... See More »
