I Think a Lot

Loneliness is everywhere. I think a majority of us seek a connection, and unfortunately, there is a lack thereof. Sometimes I wonder if others feel the same way, but hide it behide smiles. I know that I do. Do you sometimes wonder what choices to make? What kinds of decisions choose the course of your life? Should risks always be taken? When do you know to take the leap? How reliable is faith? Can you trust your instincts? And what of this "gut feeling" they say? There are so many things I wonder. All I do is think. I'm very stagnant in my life right now. I'm pausing because I don't know what path(s) to take. What's the point? Is happiness and joy at the end? Or is it part of the journey? How do I even know what I'll run into. Is there signs pointing me towards any direction? Do signs even exist or is it superstition? Or is it faith? I don't think I've made the right choices so far in my life. I know because of how I feel in my gut. I've lost my sense of instinct because of how I feel emotionally. So no. I don't know anything and I don't know what to do or how. Rambling helps me think. Or at least, helps me makes sense, even though I don't feel like I'm making sense...