I Think a Lot

@Winterwanderer well... it's distracting, it ruins friendship, and liking anyone is the last thing that i want right now

Yeah, those are good reasons, I'd never known what it was like to fear losing a friend like that until I started liking my best friend...

But, if she likes me too... I think of how wonderful life would be with her, how we could change each other's lives.

Maybe it would be worth it? Maybe your life could change forever for the better?

3rd law of power: conceal your intentions... that's one of the things i could still remember in a politics lecture i've been in... i think u should just let her know about how you feel when you get to sense or find out if she feels the same way... but there's also a risk... what if she already feels the same way and that she's also just afraid to let it be known because it might ruin your friendship. she might then look at someone else for distraction.. haahaha... dude you're stuck

Interesting that you remember things such as this, I don't care to have much power in regular social circumstances, I would rather be candid & vulnerable, because those are the things I would wish to receive back (usually).

With things as they are now... there are 2 options, I don't tell her I like her (& she possibly never tells me), or I tell her & find out... the second option seems better because at least I'd know, & even if she said she didn't, we could still be friends...

I just don't want to put myself in that situation until I can feel more confident about it.

hmmm... well just tell me when you've already mustered the courage and confidence... let me know hahaha

Tell me if you ever do the same 🤓

@Winterwanderer well... i know i'll never do the same... i don't even like the guy... i just think there is a stupid side of me that is kinda getting attracted... but i'm just gonna completely ignore it because it's not gonna do me any good

I admire your self-awareness & your control 😁